Lil Loaded’s mother has confirmed the rapper was upset over a breakup with his girlfriend before he allegedly committed suicide.
Speaking to TMZ, she says she called Cedar Hill police earlier that day to report an attempted suicide, but they arrived too late. She told them that she returned home to find her son’s body in the home with a gun nearby, adding he was upset over a breakup with his ex-girlfriend just the day night before.
Lil Loaded took to Instagram Story to post what many believed to be a suicide note.
“Dear most high, please forgive me for my shortcomings and all of the times I’ve fell short of making you proud and being appreciative of the blessings that have been put in my life,” he wrote.
“Sometimes the lines are blurred between being solid and being heartless. I want to thank you for how far I’ve come and the people you’ve put in my life to keep me grounded and humble through everything, and I love every single one of those people that are genuinely for me. I ask for entrance into your kingdom thru all of my mistakes. I know you love all your children, and I’m ready for my heart and soul to join you.”